fina (:

It's been a while.

2009-09-05T10:38:00.004+08:00

suresuckstobeyou.blogspot.com, you're so dusty and old. i feel sad for you. sort of miss you, though. hm.

if any of you still visit this blog, HAHAHA! go on here ^^\m/

Happy Birthday, Ilaika.

2009-08-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

How are you?

2009-08-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

how have you been? it's been awhile since i last checked up on you. i just want you to know that i quite miss you. but i'm alrdy adapting with the other. i know things will just be perfectly fine.

anyway, happy 17th, Narisah! may you have an awesome birthday.

i better get going. i miss you. i love you. i still do, B(as in B-logger ah).

Moving on.

2009-08-23T16:00:00.003+08:00

it's official. i'm ending everything we have now. it's very hard for me especially when i love you so dearly. like i said, i won't throw you away. i'd still check up on you once in awhile but you have to remember that i'm with another. i'm alrdy moving on. i hope you'd be happy and thank you very much for every moment spent with me. it's much appreciated. but hey. who knows the other isn't as good as you afterall? i might just come back so wait up.

till we meet again, goodbye, Blogger.

For you.

2009-08-23T10:50:00.003+08:00

Dear you,
i don't think you realise this but we've been drifting apart. it's hard to say but my feelings towards you are slowly decreasing which i never thought would happen. sure there are many memories that we shared. you're like my bestest friend cos i always pour out how i felt to you. you understand me very well and you're very supportive. you never judged me nor complain about my constant complains. honestly, that's what i love about you. however, over time, i'm starting to get bored with you. i no longer see the excitement in you but you never realised that. i need some action in my life or i'd die anytime soon. i'd definitely miss the things i did with you and to you. like the way i can fool around with you and change you so easily which certainly makes me very happy. sadly, i'm considering leaving you. i need a change. but nothing has been decided yet. if my decision were to be final, i won't throw you away. i'll still keep you only that i'd be with another. you may find me a total bitch but i've alrdy had others in mind. maybe Tumblr.

what were you guys thinking? hahahahaha.

have a good day, kids!

Hot mess.

2009-08-22T23:10:00.003+08:00

he's so hot, he can fly! which means, HE'S SO FLY~ plus point: he(has got to) smells good. ahh, so dreamy...

i'm starting to see the good in Twitter. haha, goodnight.

I'll pull through.

2009-08-22T16:48:00.005+08:00

day one of Ramadhan: i didn't eat early this morning. i just need water cos i care more about my sleep. i think someone spiked my drink cos i slept all the way till 1130am and i woke up still feeling sleepy. i was online the whole day. due to popular demand, i have started on Twitter. may people like Danial be the happiest people on earth. some of you may think that i've been wasting my time online but look what i've got:

HAHA! priceless(Y)

how was your day?

Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

2009-08-21T20:45:00.001+08:00

Through thin and flesh. HAHAHA!(inside joke)

5 reasons to love Fridays:

lessons are incredibly short.
you don't care about lessons.
your only aim is to end the day.
it's the end of another school week(#1 important factor, mind you)
er... i don't know what else. i just thought 5 looked like a nice number. heee.

early in the morning, i was anticipating a bad day just like yesterday. well, that's what usually happens. it's like a continuation kind of thing. but it wasn't that bad. Mr Lin was in no mood to scold the class for our badly done Geography paper so HOORAY to whatever tired him out! i thought my Mother Tongue paper was a goner but it wasn't as horrible as i predicted it to be. only God knows how relieved i was. once again, Ilaika and i skipped Lighthouse. i honestly don't see any point of going anymore since it's getting lamer by the minute. we had lunch with The Bunch for the last time before the fasting month starts. after which, they crashed my house. i was starting to think that Fidya's biological parents are my parents cos i seriously see the similarities between them. lol. we watched 3 movies and The Hangover is a much watch. but fair warning: adult content. hahaha.

fasting month starts tomorrow so here's wishing all muslim a happy Ramadhan. may all of you be strong in facing the challenges this month. like for example, watching other people eat/drink, constant images of food/drinks playing in your head like it's on autoplay and for some people, hormones. i bet you know what i mean. may all of you do as many good deeds this month which i know you rarely do on a normal day(hahaha). to the rest of those who won't be fasting: i know all of you would be testing our patience, so get a life. HAHA!

oh, i've been thinking of changing to another blogskin. hehehe.

have an awesome Ramadhan! bye.

ASHNUL SO COOL!

2009-08-20T22:33:00.006+08:00

"hehehehe. & im ashnul and im posting this for her cos her computer sucks thats why." he wants to die. that's why.

anyway, HAHA! i love this advertisement! hehe.

goodnight

You look like a million bucks.

2009-08-20T20:09:00.003+08:00

20th August 2009- Doom's day.
that just explains how my day went which is evidently horrible. for a start, the whole poor ADSS population received a solid 30 minutes or more lecture about books and bags. it was not funny and certainly unpleasant. i found it quite disturbing when she attempted to make jokes which was a complete failure. moral of this story: don't try to be funny when you're really not cos you'll turn out stupid and scary. anyway, screw all of you who were absent from school today _l_ little did i know, more of such lectures were awaiting so i was in no mood. to end it all, the class made Miss Clara cry. i can't help but to feel guilty.

anyway, i had a few good rounds playing Murderer with friends. all time favourite(Y) grabbed a late lunch with Ilaika, Diana and Fidya before going back home.

by the way, i noticed i said "anyway" twice in this post. HAHA!

i foresee a bad day coming tomorrow. goodbye.

You're stupid.

2009-08-19T21:04:00.004+08:00

this is hiarious!

conversation 1:
Ashnul: devil wears Prada, God wears Gucci. lol.
Me: lol! i heard Malaikat pakai Cotton On. HAHAHA!

conversation 2:
Me: eh, kau tengok ni. *sends Sharifah Armani's bald picture*
Ashnul: HAHAH! siak ah! kau dapat gambar botak dia?
Me: AAH! aku cari masa Fidya kata dia nak potong botak.
Ashnul: HAHA! eh, kau tahu, nenek jual keropok ada Facebook?
Me: HUH?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *sends me this picture below*

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!

conversation 3:
Ashnul: eh, dengar dengar Fergie and Will.I.Am gaduh right?
Me: huh? really?
Ashnul: ya. then they're gonna break up if i'm not wrong.
Me: HUH??
Ashnul: Ya.
Me: mana boleh?!
Ashnu: apa yang mana boleh? kau ni. HAHAHAH!

HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH! stupid stupid.

goodnight.

How I wish I still knew the old you.

2009-08-19T18:38:00.007+08:00

today was the last day of Common Test. Biology was quite ok but i was very unsatisfied cos i put my heart, soul, body, eyes, nose, tongue, ears, stomach, kidney AND not to mention, liver into studying but only SOME of them were tested. come on, man! for once try to make me look smart -.- Chemistry has got to be the killer. to start off, i predicted i was gonna screw it up but i didn't imagine it to be THAT difficult. when i flipped through the paper, the only thing i could do was to say "huh?...." and i literally said that to myself. HAHA! the questions were like surprising. if birthday surprises were like that, then please don't ever give me anymore surprises cos i don't like it when my heart beats too fast. it makes me feel like it's the end of the world. seriously. but, OMG! COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!?!! I CAN FINALLY HAVE FUN!(Y)(Y) at least until the fasting month starts. oh, boy.

i had lunch with The Bunch at Banquet after school. err... the most awkward moment ever? if only the rest of you knew. but you don't! so HAHA!(Y)

well anyway, i passed my Maths! hehehe. i thought i could have done better but it's ok. YAY! \m/

tomorrow's another day. another terribly miserable day. why do this to me? -.- but i'm gonna pull it through.

have a good day. bye!

I hear nothing.

2009-08-18T21:48:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA, i freaking studied, kids!(Y) yet i still don't have confidence in tomorrow's paper(N)

PEOPLE need to know the limit. really. bloody fucker _l_

I'll kiss you and then tear you apart.

2009-08-18T17:01:00.003+08:00

let's start with, TODAY WAS DULL, DRY AND ALL CRAPPY! days like this irritates me a whole lot -.- after school was a tad disappointing cos the Takoyaki balls stand at the pasar malam was close. crushed, man ): but all's good. there's always tomorrow(Y)

tomorrow's the last paper for Common Test. YEEHAW! i shall study so that i won't feel bad for screwing my last papers. but then again, i just want it over and done with. Biology and Chemistry, i order you to do me good!

people(like freaking Danial(why do i owe you 2 when actually YOU owe ME 2?!?!)) are bugging me to start Facebook and Twitter but i'm LAZY, you see. hehe.

and HAHAHAHI, HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN! i (L) you deep deep~

goodbye.

Just one night wouldn't be so wrong.

2009-08-17T18:37:00.003+08:00

throughout the whole day, i was worrying about Maths paper. well, i didn't quite study. what? i need Albert Einstein's help. but turns out, the paper was easy! ok, i should say managable cos i don't want to look all stupid when (if)i fail. i should've worried about Mother Tongue paper more cos it was motherfuckin' difficult. might as well give me a gun, man. but i was very contented that i actually did my Maths without much struggling PLUS, i didn't study. cooooooool~ i should be like this more often. HAHA! no.

anyway, hahahahhaaha, new blogskin again. get frustrated all you want cos i'm gonna do this even more. heeeehe(Y)(Y)

goodbye, friends!

What am I doing?

2009-08-16T20:48:00.002+08:00

this is what i think about Sunday nights:
Sunday nights should be the time in which you party the night away like your life is all good when in actual fact it's not. but while doing that, reality strikes you that tomorrow would be a Monday and you'd either have to work or go to school. that piece of fact just wrecks your whole jumpy mood as fast lightning. if possible, faster than lightning. thus, ending up having no mood to have fun at all. Sunday nights mark the end of the weekends and a cue for weekdays to come and mess our lives up. in conclusion, Sunday nights are pretty much miserable.

by the way, check out the new blogskin. haha, i'm sure most of you will go "WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH THIS FINE LADY?!" HAHA! that was just in my head and it sounded quite good. lol! but i'm sure there's a lot of wtf(s) after seeing anothr change of blogskin. hehe.

i doubt this would make any difference but HAPPY MONDAY IN ADVANCE, KIDS!(Y)

Are you ok?

2009-08-16T08:32:00.003+08:00

last night was nothing but fantastic. our plan to study worked out very well. i studied for a solid 1 hour until Ashnul came along. we went to Timezone to watch Ashnul and Fidya fail in Guitar Hero. HAHA! oh, Fidya stole a freaking ball. lol! after which, we went to chill out and made interesting, stupid and funny videos. we ended up making a song. a very good one, i must say(Y) we were laughing so hard cos the song turned into a song about guys who smell like fish. HAAAHA! the place was infested with rodents and i actually took pictures of the whole chaos. we wrapped it up and reached home at 9pm. i was so worn out that i went straight to bed. good day, i say!(Y)(Y)(Y)

rat chaos. don't be fooled. i was up on the bench too. hehehe.

i know this looks like we're holding hands but NO! the picture's too blur.

i woke up early just to upload all these pictures so none of you would complain. HAH!

i love you guys so dearly. really<3333

have a great day! bye!

Are you a lifeguard?

2009-08-14T21:59:00.002+08:00

thank God it's friday! lessons were average excluding Maths. Maths= always a disaster. Ilaika and i skipped Lighthouse and i feel no sense of guilt at all! that just goes to show that it was the right thing to do(Y) so we hung out at my house along with Fidya and watched The Omen. constant interruptions like irritating questions(Ilaika) and irritating noises(Fidya) -.- but it was all good~

i have Biology class tomorrow. eventhough it's on a Saturday, i'm excited about it someway or another. WOO!

goodnight, kids!(Y)(Y)

Thursday the 13th.

2009-08-13T20:32:00.003+08:00

i declare today the most horrible Thursday i've ever experienced. EVER! i do not want and shall not share, explain nor elaborate how unlucky the whole day was because i might just fall into deep depression. so do not agitate me because trust me of all people, that i would make an attempt to to pull your brain out of your ears using nothing but a chopstick.

anyway, i was parted from my laptop for 2 days. it's not funny.

goodbye.

Depression at it's best.

2009-08-11T18:59:00.002+08:00

this is gonna be real quick so BE ALERT!

englishisatotalgonercosiwasbehindtimesincemytimemanagementsucksbigtimetomorrowisgeographypaperandthereisstildoubtsonwhattopicstostudythisiskillingmeicanreallyfeelthemotherfuckingpressurerightnowihavenotimeforspacesandfullstopscostimeiswhatineednowmotherfucker

now, go! bye!

Hey Monday. Haha.

2009-08-10T12:40:00.004+08:00

last night's NDP turned out good cos my whole family was making a major mockery out of it. if Singapore is a living human, she'll definitely feel like a complete moron. HAHA! at the same time, i was mocking someone else on MSN along with Fidya. Maisarah too, if i'm not mistaken. what can i say? you've gt all the limelight now. lol!(Y)

i'm gonna force myself(being forced) to study the whole day today. prediction: total failure. when that happens, i'll continue making interesting fairytales. HAH! \m/ i need serious help with Maths, Chemistry and Biology or i would die. DIE! i am currently in a coma. lololololol! alright, no time for freaking jokes. i think many people out there would seize the opportunity to beat me up to death. i mean, I would want to whack someone like me. really.

CT STARTS TOMORROW?! O.O

bye.

Singapore is younger than my mum.

2009-08-09T12:39:00.003+08:00

Singapore's another year older today. i don't quite feel the joyous occasion. i predict a very dull NDP although they promise a special one this year. well, let's face it. they promise that every single year. i shall be hooked on Disney Channel today since the programmes are rather boring and i want to avoid from watching the National Day Speech Rally. it's like suicide, y'knw? i can't get out of the house to have fun because somebody just wants to screw my life. thank you very much! so i guess i have to try to study since common test is in 2 days time. i'm so unprepared but i realised there aren't much to study. i hope i can cope but hoping won't do any good. i'm gonna pray for 7 days and 7 nights. 7 SLEEPLESS nights, if i may add. HAHA! well, what a National Day, huh?

nonetheless, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!

and happy holidays to all of you. bye.

Ignorance is bliss.

2009-08-08T22:26:00.004+08:00

well, my saturday was almost perfect until someone just happily decided to agitate me for the fun of it. yes, i snapped in McDonald's. to add on, i'm having my period so it totally pulled the trigger. do i look dumb? do i look like i don't feel? yes i shut up most of the time but taking advantage is never alright. i can tolerate part of that nonsense but please don't go overboard. i wasn't trying to be rude. i'm still a fucking normal human being who has her limits in patience. i know i'm very useless in your eyes just like how you've been telling everyone but you still don't have the right to make a fool out of me. just let me be, for goodness sake. i've had enough but sadly, you don't know that and i can't tell you either. i have no say. i never did, as a matter of fact. so please, all i'm asking for is to just let me be cos there's nothing i can do to stop all these.

err, new blogskin. i can't put too much links cos the whole blogskin will go hay-wire. don't worry. this should be temporary until i find the perfect blogskin. i'll do the linking then. sorry about that.

i'm not strong enough for all this, you see.

goodnight.

The warmth.

2009-08-08T11:04:00.003+08:00

good morning, indeed. i had a great night last night because for once, people decided to rescue me from my tragedy. i was laughing so loudly on my own in the middle of the night until i woke my brother up from his sleep. lol! i sure have the best set of friends(Y)(Y)

i foresee a good day ahead. YAY! \m/

Nights like this.

2009-08-07T21:51:00.004+08:00

friday nights just scream bloody murder! i'm bored out of my wits so i beg any of you out there who is listening or rather, reading my pathetic rants for some dose of entertainment, to please end my misery. thank you very much from the bottom of my heart. now, that "bottom of my heart" phrase, i never did quite understand it but oh, well.

help now. bye.

I'll bring you higher.

2009-08-07T17:21:00.003+08:00

NDP celebration was serious shit awesome!(Y) actually, not the celebration but the chaos. and for that, i love Singapore for ever getting controlled by Japan and then gaining independence cos we can break loose on days like tht! the concert was gratefully short but fun-filled, nontheless. shouting and jumping around with the bunch made me so drained out. we were released at 10 but we had to wait for an agonising 3 more hours since Ilaika had SC photo-taking. after which, Ilaika, Ashnul, Fidya and i went on our own adventure! hehe. i now hate grasses, for the record -.- we had our own (failed) photoshoots and then headed back home. in conclusion, today was priceless(Y)(Y)(Y)

i love photobucket. i'm uploading pictures faster than ever AND no one is bugging me for owing them any pictures! YAY!

have a nice day. bye.

4 drinks.

2009-08-06T21:41:00.001+08:00

A well dressed gentlemen enters the bar of a five star restaurant, sits at the bar and orders four very expensive drinks. The bartender serves them on a silver tray, setting all four in front of the patron. The man then consumes all four drinks in a matter of seconds. The bartender comments, "Wow, you sure must have a problem." "If you had what I had," the man replies, "you'd drink them fast, too." Leaning over, the sympathetic bartender asks, "What do you have?" "Fifty cents," the man answers.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

may you have a great night after reading that. bye.

I shouldn't have held back.

2009-08-06T17:20:00.003+08:00

today was so ordinary that i can't believe i was actually looking forward to it. it was suppose to be a great day since there'd be a fake-real fire drill. it's complicated cos it's real yet fake. get it? moving along, i gave up on my Biology test. i think it was trying to drive me to my grave! not that i have one. yet. and then school ended early but we had nowhere to go. i felt so pathetic. so we all went home where i went straight to take a 2 hour nap.

tomorrow's NDP celebration. so excited! (Y)(Y) but i knw the concert is gonna hardcore lame -.-

self-reminder: dear girl, please bring your camera tomorrow or your friends would go, "TSK! ALAAAAAAH!". please remember to read this before you go to sleep because your memory is all screwed up and beyond fix. lastly, please remember that the world is a happy place. YEEHAW! \m/

just for laughs:
Dad: do you knw how they make sausages?
Me: err.. i think?
Dad: you knw they use the sack thing right?
Me: ...ok...
Dad: you knw wht they use?
Me: why are you asking so many questions? -.- no. why?
Dad: they use condom. HAHAHA!
Me: can you please stop talking like that to me?!!

-.-"

have a great day, love. bye.

Cos I'm a mother fuckin' P.I.M.P.

2009-08-05T18:00:00.000+08:00

i personally think Wednesdays are perfect. lessons weren't bad at all INCUDING POA. yes, POA. as contradicting as this may seem, i love POA FOR TODAY. the new topic is quite easy. so i would like to thank those debtors who died, went MIA or business went bankrupt(Y)(Y)(Y) i would be saying this for the first time. i was actually enjoying myself doing the bad debts exercise. weird. Maths lesson was ridiculous. i can't stand it anymore. we managed to "persuade"(?) "dearest"(notice the open and close inverted commas. thanks) Mrs Tye to postpone the Maths test. it workd like a charm, please. HAHA! i did my English test without focusing. i didn't realise how far i was cos throughout the entire test, this was wht i was thinking. "F-I-F-T-Y-C-E-N-T & SN DOUBLE O-P~" IT.IS.AN.ADDICTION! blame it on Fidya, i tell you. i feel so holy cos i'm fasting today so i'm Goddamn parched. it's ok. i'll endure.

MY FATHER'S BLUETOOTH NAME IS ICEMAN! HAHAHAHAHA! GET A LIFE!

approximately 1 hour 15 minutes more! YEEHAW!

good day, kids. bye.

I'm on my way.

2009-08-04T20:02:00.002+08:00

lessons seem so short today but they were still screwed up. i gained myself a painful blister on my finger after playing badminton during P.E. POA test afterwards was like a gamble cos i just went with my gut feeling. let me make this clear. i understand nothing about POA. reading a POA question is like reading French. the rest of the day was insignificant except for after school, though. it just seems so perfect after school. i skipped the maths competition because i was scared. really. so i was accompanied by my girls, of course. not being so heartless and inhuman but now i realise how much i need them and how much i really love them. hehe. we actually were waiting to watch ADSS Cup finals but the match started too late. we proceeded with late lunch where we saw Zul, Man and Masod. we were talking about our personal lives so loudly that i doubt it's personal anymore. HAHA! that's my Tuesday.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, TAN DANIAL FARHAN!
i'm sorry i forgot your birthday, old friend. hehe. may all your wishes come true(Y)

i hate pop-ups, man. it keeps.. popping up! you feel me?

have a goodnight, love. bye.

You're the change.

2009-08-03T20:10:00.004+08:00

you knw, school should be named as the holy kingdom of holy shit. but sadly, i think it's illegal or whatever. fuck care. i like it and it sounds so perfect. so, the holy kingdom of holy shit was shitty as always. stupid. how i wish i can just easily crush it into a ball and dump it inside the trash. ok, i went on a red t-shirt hunt for NDP with my babes after school. patriotic, you see. Singapore better be proud i tell you. i guess that's all, really. that's how dull Mondays are. Goddamn it. if the days in a week are controlled by someone or something, that person or thing should be sacked and must be replaced by me. i promise you only the happiest weeks you can ever imagine. the only reason you would cry is because you're too happy! i'm such a visionary.

CHECK THIS OUT!
(i can't seem to copy down the freaking codes! -.-)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Uy00gcPM7w

HILARIOUS SHIT! HAHAHA!

anyway, my parents are having a ridiculous arguement about who's smarter -.-

some weird people are acting all weird right now. so i need to weirdly make a run for it. bye.

I didn't say half the things I wanted to.

2009-08-02T21:04:00.003+08:00

time check: 9.04pm.

the day is ending soon and tomorrow's another day. just so you knw, school's a tragedy. i bet it's gonna be a miserable week and i doubt there'd be any "happy moment" unless a miracle happens which i strongly doubt so. but what can i do? stupid.

news flash: reality has finally hit me hard on my bloody head! i'm starting to realise what's important in life and not to waste time dwelling on a situation cos i'd only be missing out on the real world. i mean, as if doing that would make any difference. plus, everything's moving in a pretty fast rate so i can't afford to lose out. i admit i was scared to face drastic changes like how it started off. but after awhile, i got so used to it. i'm sure it'd be the same now. i did try but not hard enough. i'd be lying if i said i never regret not saying what i wanted, not doing what i should and not standing up for what i want or rather, need. but they are all just mistakes that i made which i know i shouldn't do anymore. the letting go process seems much easier now eventhough it's slow. honestly, there's a lot i want right now but it can't be forced. i'll let nature take it's course. no, i'm not trying to be all egoistic. i just need to do something for me. FOR NOW, i can safely say that i'm seeing life in a different perspective. it feels good.

you know i pretty much still got your back.

i doubt any of you understand what i've just said, haha, perfect. anyway, have a goodnight before your life ends tomorrow, friends! (Y)

bye.

May you get your retribution.

2009-08-02T11:01:00.003+08:00

I'M FREAKING PISSED OFF! my MUM bought HERSELF the NOKIA N97!

reasons why i feel like killing her right now:

she didn't pay a single cent.
she bought it yet complains a hell lot. FUCKER!
she knows very well that i want it badly.

SOMETIMES SHE JUST GETS ON MY NERVES! REALLY! mark my words. the phone would either be missing soon, get freaking spoilt or she'd just get so irritated with it. so typical of her. WHY IS THE WORLD SO CRUEL?! and i cried myself to sleep and continued crying this morning. i don't care if you guys think i'm a baby, bloody irritating or full of nonsense. I.AM.GODDAMN.SAD! do you understand that?! and MTV is playing stupid screamo songs which i can't even catch the lyrics! if it doesn't stop, i would smash the TV mercilessly without any hesitation! SERIOUSLY!

ANYWAY! i mean, anyway,

adorable, right?! I HATE THE WORLD! -.-

bye lah!

Cos you're all I need, Sweetheart.

2009-08-01T17:27:00.002+08:00

this is my second post in like 5 hours because i currently am lifeless. yes, that's what Saturdays do to you. well at least me. fortunately, time seems to be moving quite fast. good thing cos i can no longer endure this misery. in case you haven't notice, i don't handle miseries like this quite well. but at least i have been accompanied by Fidya and Asyiq from the afternoon for they have no life too. YAY! we should make a club and i should be the president. oh, joy!

anyway, Asyiq told me to blog about him. i do not know why. but what the heck. so here's something: Asyiq is one hell of a gossip monger. really. he's worse than girls and even the aunties at the wet market looking for the best quality of fish while gossiping about their neighbour's maid having an affair with her employer when his wife is away on a business trip(typical drama-mama shows which i should stop watching). but it's great having him as my close friend. we constantly exchange latest inside scoops so i guess you can call us the aunties at the wet market only that we're not in one. lolll. great company while Fidya is on a search of a dancer for a companion. HAHA! psycho(Y)(Y)(Y)

HI! get me this Nokia N97. preferably now because i simply need it. plus, make full good use of yoursef. so please and thank you.

till i get it, take good care of yourselfs so you can get me that phone. by the way, there might be a third post later on. hehe.

If I knew the last time I saw you was the last, I would have memorised your face and the way you move. If I knew the last time I kissed you was the last, I wouldn't have stopped.-Mike, Friends.

haha. what? bye.

Did you regret ever standing by my side?

2009-08-01T11:59:00.003+08:00

today shall be a miserable Saturday cos my laptop.... it hurts to say this but i bet you know where it's going. predictable.

anyway, HAPPY 1ST AUGUST, PEEPS!(Y)(Y)(Y)

by the way, picture above cute, huh? hehehe.

bye.

I lose all control when I see you.

2009-07-31T18:17:00.004+08:00

school was short, and CCA was damn fucking irritating. we went for a course on making videos. the instructor was as arrogant as a shameless pig, bragging about how she has had experience working with Jack Neo. well, she LOOKS like Jack Neo. she was trying so hard to talk with an American accent but it was too exaggerative and her English can't even make it for a F9! major loser. tak cute eh, FYI.

common test is in 2 weeks time and yet i don't feel any sense of urgency. what's new? and then when it comes to the very last minute, me and also the majority of the school population will be in a frenzy since we are all so unprepared for the upcoming exam. we'll then sit for the paper while feeling so nervous until we feel like peeing which we can't hold in anymore and we'll get all chilly despite the hot and humid weather of Singapore. after all that, we'd all go "SO DIFFICULT?! IT'S LIKE MURDER!" before checking our books, notes and what nots for the correct answer. then there'd be a commotion about all the huge mistakes we made and it will be the hottest topic for the whole period until we receive our papers back. which is gonna be very disappointing. see. so predictable but we still don't bother.

i have Australian and UNSW Maths Competition on 4th and 6th august. hopeless, thank you very much. i can't even recall why i signed up. anyway, i found a huge bruise on my knee. yeah, FOUND. these bruises keep appearing on my body like it grew or something. stop it, please.

i heard that my uncle got admitted to the hospital because of some problem and needs surgery. i'm sorry i can't visit you for many reasons which we all know why. i hate it so. well, i wish everything goes smoothly and may you have a speedy recovery. lots of love.

IT'S FRIDAY, KIDS!(Y)(Y)(Y) TIME TO BREAK LOOSE! YEEHAW! \m/

have a perfect weekend, darling. bye.

What, punk?

2009-07-30T21:56:00.003+08:00

you knw wht? i refrained myself from changing or even looking for a new blogskin for the whole week. turns out i can't hold in the desire any longer. on a very bright like spotlight note, at least i didn't change my blogskin 7 times in a week. that is the greatest achievement for me. FUCKING HOWEVER! the new blogskin abit screwed up. WHY?! -.- and i just did something so adorable. i accidentally deleted all my links. CUTE RIGHT?! no, stupid.

i'm sorry for the inconvenience but please tag me to be relinked and i will love you with all my heart. nah, not really. HAHA! bastard~

bye.

Try looking, for once.

2009-07-30T17:53:00.003+08:00

school was abit fine.
skipped 2 whole periods of biology due to fire drill.
YEEHAW!
i LOVE the person who made fire drills.
but i don't like standing in a field, under the scorching hot sun, surrounded by shrieking girls cos there were plenty of bugs there.
they need to install air-conditioning in the field(Y)
mata terus steam after recess. LOL!
tired like one kind!
whined throughout the day.
debate during english lesson on "women play a more important role than men in the society"\m/
opposition was bloody irritating -.-
geography retest after school.
I FREAKIN' SCORED 9/12!
CWP-ed.
roamed aimlessly.
home.
meanigless post.
don't read.
really.

just for laughs:
during debate,
miss clara: yes, women play an important role in decison-making. yes, in sexual reproduction too. what role is that?
akmal: SWISS ROLL!

lolzxc!

hope you had a great day, love. bye.

Neon.

2009-07-29T17:54:00.004+08:00

the only thing i did today was laugh. laugh like i never laughed before. it was a huge mistake cos at one point of time, i couldn't stop at all. i bet i was bloody irritating. HAHA! but i think someone or something spiked my food or drink. or maybe i was just a little bit woozy today. yeah. i didn't expect the day to be this good. a job well done, Wednesday (Y)(Y) when i got home, my mum told me that her cousin passed away. shocking. condolences to the family. may your soul rest in peace. Amin.

my dad had just lost it:
dad: "we are the world(we are the world!), we are the children(children!). we are the ones who make a better day so let's start giving(give give!). there's a choice were making(maaaaking!). we're saving our own lives(liiiiives!). it's true we'll make a better day just you and me(yeah, me! yeah, me!)~~"

he sounded like freaking HANNAH MONTANAH! HAHAHAHAHA!

i have just made an interesting discovery all by myself! HAHAHAH! must tell someone! NOW!

bye.

Major Tuesday Blues.

2009-07-28T21:04:00.004+08:00

honestly, if you were to ask me how today went, i seriously don't know. i can't recall what happened in school today only that it was as boring and dreadful as ever. that just shows how insignificant school is. but after school, i stayed back with the bunch to watch a soccer match. i was noisy.... and omg. the most ridiculous thing happened. simply said, i met a shameless, prideless, egoistic, fake, lying, primary school girl. slut, to be exact. what a girl, man. ok, i should stop judging. ME SORRY, OK?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! fidya and i were like abit sombre after the match. we shouldn't be, y'knw? i cried my hardest when i got home when my laptop was nowhere in sight. what? never fool around when it comes to my latop.

i remembered a conversation i had with salam a few days back:
salam: eh, fina. how much is one NDP ticket ah?
me: huh? why?
salam: i want to buy the tickets to watch.
me: oh, i'm not sure leh.
salam: how much ah? $2 ah?
me: HUH?! $2?!?!! if like that the whole Singapore watch alrdy!
salam: oh. *laughs the way he laughs like.... "hehehheheh". something likt tht*

HAHAHA! sometimes i wonder what is going on in his head. ok, not really that much.... fine! i don't.

i've been thinking a lot. LIKE HELLO! my brain doesn't have enough capacity to hold all of my thoughts! but i am not stupid. i repeat. I.AM.NOT.STUPID. NOT.stupid.

have a lovely night, sweetheart.

Help me.

2009-07-27T18:48:00.005+08:00

you know how it feels to have a horrible day? if your answer to that question is no, then you can jolly well go suck balls with this day for all i care. everything was so mundane and i can't help but to feel like crying. plus, people were trying to pick fights with me. what? all of a sudden i look like a punching bag? bloody hell. if you're so pissed off, i don't give a damn. how is your issue suppose to be my fucking problem? urgh, that's enough cursing. after school was abit better. i did some errands with ilaika and fidya and then off back home.

there was suppose to be a rainbow -.-

hi there. i just hope you remember me.

i doubt tomorrow would be a better day. bye.

The walls are closing in.

2009-07-26T20:29:00.007+08:00

impromptu plan to hang out with ilaika turned out well. we had a good chat with her mother. turns out all mothers are the same. HAHA! we sat in ilaika's room and ate a whole bag of junk food. for more reasons to play block catching. it's a necessity, you see.

school starts tomorrow and i swear i forgot. i THINK i have no assignments. good God. i can feel my life ending.

i wish tomorrow would be perfect. please.

(edits)
Personality Test
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i must admit. it's partly true.

goodnight, dear love.

I'm learning you.

2009-07-26T13:54:00.005+08:00

i slept late last night and thought of sleeping in today. but i was unfortunately dragged out of bed to go grocery shopping with the family. not wanting to be a lazy sickass pig, i forced myself to follow eventhough i dread it a lot. it was not at all bad cos of my dad's antics. he was sure in a good mood. too good, i think. throughout the whole morning, he was singing and exaggeratively acting like MJ in his very own concert. i discovered that he's such a typical Singaporean. he "flirted" with the old cashier aunty to get extra bottles of free goat's milk which he doesn't drink at all. i really don't understand that. fyi, his flirting worked. we got 2 extra bottles. HAHA!

there's a commotion at home now. my parents' bedroom door was somehow locked and the set of keys to all the rooms are in their room. i chose to just sit and be oblivious to this whole madness(?). let's face it. me getting into the whole choas won't help but will add on to the pressure instead. i'm being ignorant yet very considerate(Y)

funny incident:
my sister was sulking cos she didn't get what she wanted.
dad: shazlyn, do you want this,(holds out a box of Ricola) or do you want this?(holds out a box of condom)
shazlyn: ahhhh...
me: OI! WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!
dad: eh, sorry. wrong box :D
me: sick sia -.-

HAHAHAHA! he needs help.

the door has been opened. bye.

I love you so dearly, Sugar.

2009-07-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

lunch at Carousel was awesome and it was especially for the ladies. the dessert in paricular was oohlala~ and for that, i am now in desparate need of block catching to burn the calories(Y) after that, the family followed my parents to the wedding they did last night cos there was a problem with their lighting.

these are all the pictures for today

goodnight, love.

Blame it on Cupid.

2009-07-25T10:49:00.007+08:00

DOES MY LEG LOOK LIKE A TRAMPOLINE?! cos every single saturday, someone would definitely step on it without fail. in case you don't knw how it feels, it hurts! A LOT! and with my current aching leg condition, the pain is more unbearable. bloody hell. fun fair is it? -.-

here's something to share. i've been feeling rather restless and uneasy these few days. i know it has been a happy week but i've been having those feelings for days. i hate it cos it really makes me think and when i start thinking, i can't stop. that would only lead to me having extremely wild thoughts. i don't know why this is happening. or maybe i do. hm.

ok, you can scrap that whole chunk. seriously. cos my whole intention of blogging is just for the sake of blogging. easy said, this post is highly aimless. so you dumb kids just wasted 3 freaking minutes of your lifeless life. but it's a saturday anyway. go on. read this post twice, thrice, frice(that means four times in my dictionary.) if you want to. now you've wasted another 1 minute. ah, go read on. keep on reading until the end. but are you sure you want to do that? cos you've wasted another minute. HAHAHA! this.is.fun. MAJOR fun. YEEHAW!(Y)(half a minute wasted. HAHA!)

i'd be off to Holiday Inn for Hi-tea i think. YAY!(Y)(Y)(10 seconds gone)

good day and goodbye. (another 3 seconds vanished)

(total time wasted in your life: 5 minutes, 43 seconds(Y))

Another one.

2009-07-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

hi there. i have just changed my blogskin twice for the day. HAHA! this addiction can't be helped anymore. it's like smoking. not that i know how it is to smoke but i know it's an uncontrollable habit. just like mine. lawl.

goodnight, my friends.

Trust not when I say "I don't care".

2009-07-24T18:36:00.003+08:00

good day, i say! school seemed unexpectedly awesome or at least i was in a happy mood. i had a good dose of laughter which i presume was too much of a dosage cos i couldn't stop. ilaika and i made a very good decision to skip the very first Lighthouse session after weeks. trust me. we weren't at any loss. we went for a chill out session instead at afiq's house with the rest of The Bunch. we imitated people's laughter and then laughed at ourselfs. good time (Y) to summarise the whole week, i laughed, laughed, laughed, ran, laughed, ran, laughed, laughed, laughed, ran more and laughed more. i think you catch my drift. this may be my first time saying this but i wish this week would never end. for the record, I (L) HAPPY WEEKS LIKE HOW I (L) HOT CHICS! YEEHAW! \m/^^\m/

i wish me a very happy weekend.

bye.

I hope you're okay, Sir.

2009-07-23T18:54:00.004+08:00

well well well. today was a good day indeed. we had class photo taking today and it's different from other years. abit awkward and unusual but definitely not the same. besides that, nothing remarkable happened, of course. after school was abit dramatic but it was fast. like ripping off a bandaid. hehe. lunched with my dear bunch and proceeded with block catching. damn awesome! incredibly, haziq and i managed to hide for quite a long time while the rest were caught. HAHA! as much as i hate running, i realised that i have been doing that for these past few days. not to mention laughing. it's endless, i tell you. HI, GUYS! ANOTHER ROUND NEXT TIME, ALRIGHT? AND PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME SWEAT TOO MUCH! I LOOK LIKE I TOOK A SHOWER WITH MY CLOTHES ON )):

ok, i shall now embrace my laptop before my monsterous parents come home and lock me up in the dungeon. then i'll wait for my prince charming to rescue me in his shining armour. aww~ BUT NO! the world has to be so screwed up. sucker. HAHA!

to Fidya Nurane Bte Hamzah(a.k.a Ya):
hey, babe. i know it's very hard for you right now but i assure you. everything will be perfectly fine. not now but soon. trust me. just so you know, i'm very proud of you for doing whtever you did and i'm sure the rest of our friends are too. don't worry. if it ever gets difficult, you have all of us around and most importantly, me! hehe. like what people say, "life's too short to be sad". so laugh it off! haha! but cry all you want if you have to. keep your head up and keep moving forward. you know you can do this. i believe you can (Y)(Y)(Y)

lots of love,
Sheri Sorfina Saiful Imran (Na! hahaha!)

bye.

This I don't want.

2009-07-22T22:10:00.003+08:00

no, it's not ok. it never was -.-

Cheap thrills.

2009-07-22T18:10:00.009+08:00

yesterday can be easily said as unexpected. i bet a lot know why but it's nothing to speak of. we got interrogated by the police. ended up making stupid jokes with them. i had a good chat with ilaika, fidya and fathin that afternoon. nothing beats inside jokes. great fun (Y)

i screwed up my POA test badly. how do i know? well, to start off, you can call me the most hopeless person in POA. not really, actually. but i am one of them. and then there's the part about me being really suckish with numbers. trust me. if i were to marry a number, we won't last for a minute. because a minute is a number. HAHA! -.- lastly, i only drew the tables for the accounts which i should say, never have i succeeded in drawing perfect straight lines. anyway, after school today, only God knows wht we(shan't be named individually) did. my sincere apologies to the victim. it was just for the fun of it. peace, aye. i must say. today's the most tiring day ever. the journey back home was really silent as if everyone was in their own world. i was busy quenching my thirst so there was no time to waste. to sum up the day, i'd say it's really giggly. seriously. started during recess till the end of the day. just imagine how my stomach was aching after so much laughing. i better get abs. HAHA! \m/

may tomorrow be a better day than today which means it'd be an awesome day since today was great. right.

i'm sorry but i miss you. but it's ok(i hope).
bye.

p.s: class photo taking tomorrow. the last thing i'd need is a bad hair day.

Your magic touch.

2009-07-20T20:32:00.002+08:00

RHD was exciting. ok, not so cos lessons were as per normal. urgh. anyway, it was interesting to see everyone in their ethnic costumes although some were just not sporting. i guess you can call me the official photographer for the day. wait till you see all the pictures (Y) by the end of the day, my feet were blistered. ewy(inside joke.) HAHAHA!! ilaika, fidya and fathin hung out at my house after school. mmhm. they sure did.

i just closed my photobucket when i was uploading 83 pictures. good job. i like my style (Y)(Y)

HOLLY SHIT BALLS! ARE THE PICTURES HUMUNGOUS OR WHT?! HAHHAHA! bt whtever it is, i'm done at last.

GOODNIGHT, Y'ALL!

When the sun sets, it's time to play.

2009-07-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

before i call it a night, i believe i need to post these to ensure i'll sleep soundly and maybe, you guys too. check these out:

look at them. just, look at them. and then laugh.

goodnight, friends! HAPPY MONDAY IN ADVANCE! (Y)(Y)(Y)

Do the hoedown throwdown.

2009-07-19T17:10:00.000+08:00

"Pop it, lock it, polka dot it
Countrify it, hip hop it
Put your hawk in the sky, move side to side
Jump to the left, stick it, glide
Zig zag 'cross the floor
Shuffle in diagonal
When the drum hits hands on your hips
One-footed 180 twist
And then a zig zag, step, slide
Lean in left, clap three times
Shake it out, head to toe
Throw it all together, that's how we roll
Do the hoedown(Throwdown!)
Do the hoedown(Throwdown!)
Do the hoedown(Throwdown!)
Throw it all together, that's how we roll"

i have ilaika to blame for that. HAHA! for the record, i hate attending weddings. i can't stand the crowd. for that, i shall not get married. HAHA! ew, i can so imagine myself with 20 cats. disgusting spinster. not that i have anything against you guys but come on. TWENTY CATS?

so RHD is tomorrow. kind of excited, actually. hehe.

just for laughs:

HAHAHAHAHAHA! yeah, i lied. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

bye.

Deep breaths shall do it(I hope).

2009-07-18T22:28:00.008+08:00

I GOT OUT OF THE HOUSE! yes, i did! as soon as ilaika called me asking whether i wanted to meet up at CWP, i immediately grabbed whtever tshirt i saw in my cupboard, not to forget to wear it and then ran out of the house. i literally ran, mind you. my head was about to burst. so ilaika, soon eng and i hung out and then we had a plan to watch Harry Potter but there were no seats available. goddamn soon eng went to watch it with her family which left ilaika and me wandering around like lost souls. we got really bored especially when the only thing we spoke(sang) of was the hoedown throwdown. actually, we were trying very hard to remember the lyrics. so we headed home at 830.

RHD is on monday and i bet there's a huge buzz going around on wht to wear. mine's settled already but i have no footwear. NO.FOOTWEAR. it's as bad as you not being able to pee! yeah, i know. i don't see any relevance either. it's ok. i shall resolve this issue as fast as lightning.

anyway, i'm watching this year's APM and it gets more and more suckish each year. it's so lame. i think the whole APM should have been bombed instead of that hotel in Indonesia. irritating.

WOAH! too many of ah eng's pictures! how unlucky. hehehe!

"menarilah dan terus tertawa.

walau dunia tak seindah syurga~" HAHA! catchy. right on! (Y)(Y)

have a lovely night.

p.s: YASIN! GET WELL SOON, PLEASE! REALLY! NOW IF POSSIBLE! -.-"

Don't cry 'cause you'll make the water salty.

2009-07-18T11:28:00.003+08:00

i'm stranded at home, motherfucker! i can't get out and i'm low in cash. WHY?! (N) i currently feel like jumping out of the window cos my grandma has been nagging non-stop repeating the same old shit since 4 in the morning. FOUR.IN.THE.MORNING. but i sort of realised that jumping out of my window won't do me any good since i'd still end up at my front door(i live in an excutive flat(2 storeys), you see). good God! how does she do it?! now i really wish i was the squirrel in the picture above. just end my misery. take me away! ok, that was a tad too dramatic. moving along. my dad bought a screwed up Transformers 2 disc. pirated. LOL! no thrill, fucker! and i realised that there's a freaking oompa loompa in the show. HAHAH! he speaks Arab. lollllll!

i changed my blogskin. AGAIN! hahaha! the joy~ i need help. hmm.. i contradicted myself yet again. i added a song to my blog which i have always thought is way too annoying. but i think my blog needs a boost of life. YEEHAW!

good day, my friends (Y)

I can't help myself.

2009-07-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

i have broken my own sick record of changing my blogskin 3 times in a day. HAHA! this may seem abit strange but i feel so proud of myself (Y)(Y) i realise that i have issues, though. BUT! i'm only human who can't help but to give in to my desires. or rather, problems. lololol \m/

goodnight, darling.

Holy mother of crap!

2009-07-17T13:39:00.004+08:00

let us start off with yesterday. the highlight of the day would definitely being late for the first time ever in my whole life studying in ADSS. HAHAHA! it was funny especially when the VP started casting Harry Potter spells. i bet she doesn't know that the show is purely fictional. and if she did know, it doesn't make her look cute. really. by the way, she's not married but she looks like she has 5 children AND 20 grandchildren. let your imagination do it's thing.(sorry if the image gives you nightmares.)

i've been paying attention a lot these few days. do you know how good i feel?! i swear i can feel my brain growing. that's rather gross. but i definitely feel much much smarter (Y) and i made praveen study. thanks to his constant annoyance, i ignored him all the time which made him scared to talk to me. HAHAH! but come to think of it, praveen has no balls, actually. HAHA! i think i have more balls than him. HAAAAHAAAA! not that i have one(two). i'm still so fearsome, nonetheless. the power of me \m/

bye, friends! i love you! <3

I'd rather be caught naked.

2009-07-15T22:09:00.004+08:00

NOTE: maths test tomorrow. total failure for sure. i think it's better if someone kills me right now so i can safe mrs thye the trouble of lecturing me. hit and run? food poisoning? murder? anything will do (Y) the idea of me failing seems funny. HAHA!

Your infectious laughter.

2009-07-15T16:54:00.005+08:00

SCHOOL WAS LIKE FUCK TODAY, PLEASE! praveen's seating arrangement was changed. and how's that my problem? he's now sitting with me. ME. it's perfectly fine only that he has to know when to stop being such a bugger. as a result, i snapped at him alot today. i don't know how POA went cos i was busy with IC registration. i feel so grown up. HAH! i've been seeing alot of ms chew's(i found out that teacher's name) face today. it brings agony to my eyes and soul, thank you very much. the whole class had to rush through english composition after school which caused my hand to be sore. and then school finally ended! WAS I HAPPY OR WHT?! yes, happy like crrrrrrrazy! \m/

ilaika and diana are currently at my house. we're having a strip show. WOOOOOO~ (Y)

buy(bye)(wtf? -.-).

We shall get drunk.

2009-07-14T18:30:00.006+08:00

yesterday:

school=stupid(ironic how a place that is suppose to make you smarter is stupid. LOL!)
after school: hide and seek at CWP with ilaika, asyiq, haziq and amirul=AWESOME SHITZXC!

as for today, PE started out with torture. those who failed 2.4 run(=me) had to jog around the school. no, that wasn't the torturous part. having fidya as your "motivator" was. potential evil step mother. POA sucks disgusting balls! seating arrangement was changed. i was the only name that teacher missed out and i was the only one who sat alone. which reminds me. i forgot that teacher's name O.O fuck care. so i'm beginning to hate maths more now and that's not good at all. the topics are getting harder and my hatred is so not helping. mother tongue was filled with nothing but mood swings for the first half of the 2 periods and bullcrap for the last half. lydia wrote a national anthem for her imaginary country/state/island/planet/whatever which was co-written by fidya, fathin and yours truly(hehehe). i really don't know what was going on with my head till i actually got involved in the "anthem writing". well as usual, fathin and i would be chasing fidya around. once again, she's seriously a potential evil ABUSIVE step mother. step away, aye. HAHA! so after school, ilaika and i headed home first before topping up our EZ link cards which, if i may add, will be used to pay for our registration of IC. lolololol. the journey back home was like a walk down memory lane. literally. we saw our old primary school teacher whom we used to call the japanese teacher. i THINK his name is mr lim. anyway, he always shouts for no reason. e.g: "one plus one is TWO!" like, woah. easy, boy. HAHAH! plus, he also sounds like he's speaking japanese. freaky. and not to forget his die-hard habit of punching the wall especially during tests. the pain is one thing. but hello. issues, dude. he's rather strange.

yesterday's jokes of the day(inside jokes):
"what cat got stuck up in there, woman?!"
"my pussy cat!"

#2:
Ilaika: your hole, its rather.....
me: HUGE.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

hi, i am off now (Y) bye.

For Gaia.(btw, why Gaia?)

2009-07-12T21:19:00.002+08:00

inspiring eventhough he sounds abit like a monkey. lololol. sorry, MJ V._.V

another day tomorrow. NO! bye.

Walking with you and your worn out jeans.

2009-07-12T11:05:00.002+08:00

i woke up early this morning and had a good chat with my grandmama. she told me her secrets and gave me advice on boyfriends. HAHAHA! i forced her to pose a peace sign for the picture which she said, "ah, merepek! ni apa? nak cocok mata?" HAHAHAH! so cute! really! i think it's gonna be a great sunday (Y) i hope it doesn't end cos tomorrow's monday. monday means school. school means torture. and i don't like torture, y'knw? plus, english oral's tomorrow! i think i need to write MOE a letter to FREAKING STOP RUINING MY LIFE! -.-_l_

btw, my grandmama actually wanted to put on make up before i took her picture. VAIN! kalah anak dara.

just for laughs 1:
G: singapura tak bagus lah. tak ada cerita kat televisyen.
F: a'ah.
G: HBI bagus.
F: huh?! HBO lah!
G: MBO?
F: HBO!
G: oh!

just for laughs 2:
G: cerita apa itu semalam? Hairly Potter eh?
F: HUH? HARRY POTTER LAH! HAHAHAHAHA!
G: oh. patut lah namanya pelik gitu.

good mornig, aye.

John Jacob Jingleheimer Schmidt.

2009-07-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

Man's wife asks him to go to the store to buy some cigarettes.
So he walks down to the store only to find it closed.
So he goes into a nearby bar to use the vending machine.
At the bar he sees a beautiful woman and starts talking to her.
They have a couple of beers and one thing leads to another and they end up in her apartment. After they've had their fun, he realizes its 3AM and says, "Oh no, its so late, my wife's going to kill me. Have you got any talcum powder?"
She gives him some talcum powder, which he proceeds to rub on his hands and then he goes home.
His wife is waiting for him in the doorway and she is pretty pissed.
"Where the hell have you been?!?!"
"Well, honey, its like this. I went to the store like you asked, but they were closed. So I went to the bar to use the vending machine. I saw this great looking chick there and we had a few drinks and one thing led to another and I ended up in bed with her."
"Oh yeah? Let me see your hands!" She sees his hands are covered with powder and... "
"You God damn liar!!! You went bowling again!"

HAHAHAHA! nonsense. but that was how i spent my miserable day. my granny would be staying here. WEEHOO! yasin is suspected of having H1N1 and since my granny and him are long time room mates(yes, they sleep in the same room! HAHAH!), my granny would be here. finally someone to annoy. HAAAHAAA! \m/ get well soon, yasin! (Y)(Y)

have a great night. i knw a newly-wed couple who would be. HAHA! ._.\m/ bye.

We go way back.

2009-07-11T15:04:00.008+08:00

it's saturday and someone just got hitched at the opposite void deck. eventhough i don't know them, i just have to say, CONGRATULATIONS, YOU GUYS! YOU CAN FINALLY HAVE SEX LEGALLY! TONIGHT! RIGHT ON! \m/ HAHAHAHA! stop it -.- anyway, some of the newly-weds' guests are singing and they suck. alot. not trying to be a critic eventhough i know i would make a fairly good one but my cat can sing better. haven't they been listening to themselves? maybe they did. and what ere they actually thinking? God, where's the sense of embarrassment? i mean, I feel ashamed eventhough I HAVE NO RELATION TO THEM(i have to make that clear). but what the heck. it's really a reliable source of entertainment. i've been laughing eversince they started singing. so cute. HAHAHA!

i changed my blogskin yet again. it's a habitual thing, you see.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, NIZAM!
it's about time, y'knw? HAH! anyway, i hope you have a great 15th birthday and may all your wishes come true.

they're starting again. YAY! bye.

The truth of all truths.

2009-07-10T20:30:00.002+08:00

i just want to say, check out the hot chick on my blogskin! ooolala~ that is one fine lady (Y) HAHA! i should really get a grip. and a life too (Y)

ok, confession: i used to think (Y) was an emoticon for an ass. sick. now it's an addiction! which explains the countless number of them in my posts (Y) hehehe (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)

what is with me?! i should start panicking. nah, maybe later. now i shall embrace myself in the joy of (Y)s.

(Y)

have a pleasant night. bye.

Who's that peeping through my window?

2009-07-10T15:54:00.005+08:00

urgh, period. it's very annoying how it totally takes over my body. i was moodless most of the time today and food couldn't seem more gross to me. and OMG! the pain is just unimaginably unbearable! to top it off, the pimple-breakout is just so ridiculous. if puberty was a real living human, i would've shoved it's head down the toilet bowl. so i have to set things straight here. no one controls me except for me. i am the one and only boss of me and i'm the only one in power when it comes to me. i hope that's an easy concept to grasp -.- besides that, school seemed fine (Y) i miss YAMELSA alot! i hope she's doing fine.

to kak yam(hehe);
i hope you'd be fine in America and all the best. enjoy yourself but don't forget me! lastly, tak kelake. HAHA!
lots of love.

i'm off. bye.

What hurts the most.

2009-07-08T23:13:00.004+08:00

today seemed like a long day but it was cheery. a little bit moody towards the end, though. i don't think i need to explain neither does anyone want to know about it, yes? good (Y) i watched MJ's memorial. saddening.

i just woke up from sleep when people are about to GO to sleep. HAHA! cool~

goodnight. bye.

Smells like trouble.

2009-07-07T19:38:00.003+08:00

school started off fine until POA lessons started. there was that POA test which i didn't study for. 1 wasn't satisfying enough so we had TWO tests consecutively. happy right you teachers? get a life, please -.- on top of that, we had a freaking blur trainee teacher whom i swear looks like that irritating girl ghost which lingers in the toilet in Harry Potter. so half of my day was ruined, damaged, destroyed, smashed into pieces (Y) but the other half seemed better. i deserve it, ok? i've been looking at too much numbers today. clearly POA and maths wasn't enough. my mum had to make me help her with her accounting stuffs which i faked a nap to escape from. smart move (Y) at this very moment, i feel like soaking this computer into the sea for a very good 30 minutes before smashing it mercilessly onto the floor. really. stupid trouble maker.

why, puberty? why?

that is all. bye.

When you run out of time, you might as well die.

2009-07-06T21:20:00.002+08:00

our MT project made it! fortunately! we had to re-do the whole shit literally 3 fucking times. but no fret, my friends. we managed to save everyone's ass. mmhm. we spent almost 12 hours because ilaika's laptop was constantly lagging and at one point of time, everything went missing. which means, we had to start from scratch. perfect huh? but it's ok. i am definitely very satisfied with it. good job, us (Y) now i need to study for the so-unneeded POA test. that is, if i'm not tired.

school's tomorrow. happy getting tortured, friends! _l_

bye.

Heal the world.

2009-07-05T21:28:00.003+08:00

what is with the world today?! people have been telling me about shit. yes, shit as in poop. i don't know why that happened. then, i watched the news about gay sex. yes, as in 2(i hope only 2!) guys having sexual intercourse. i don't knw why, also. after that, i saw a muslim man taking care of a humungous pig. yes, as in the animal that caused the whole chaos in the whole world. once again, i don't know why. and lastly, i heard that frogs may be the anacdote for dengue. i don't knw why of all animals, that disgusting creature has to be the "life saver". i think the world haven't been thinking straight these days. geez.

anyway, i think i'm gonna be busy tomorrow. i have malay project to finish up with the rest, assignments to rush through and POA to study. "some" irritating teacher just happily decided that we need a retest for our MYE POA paper. well, excuse me. i scored a very good 63 marks, mind you. by luck though. hehe.

goodnight. bye.

I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve.

2009-07-05T11:15:00.004+08:00

i'm so pissed off. i woke up to the sight of my badly scratched laptop. now it looks all.... scratched. and imperfect and ugly. that really bugs me. irresponsible "people" who don't know how to take care of valuables. anyway, i don't understand my mum. what's the whole big deal if i don't want to follow to somewhere? plus, it's a goddamn supermarket! so what if i don't want to come along? does it make any difference? i don't mean to be rude but this is stupid. really really stupid. trust me. i can go there anytime in the day if i want to. so, fair warning to everyone. try not to do anything that can trigger me. it can get ugly.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY!
long live us. yeah~ \m/

bye.

When the going gets tough, the tough goes shopping.

2009-07-04T20:34:00.006+08:00

current obsession: Harry Potter.

HAHA! i spent the whole day watching 3 of the Harry Potter movies with ilaika, diana and soon eng. we had excessive consumption of junk foood. like extremely excessive. now i feel like as if committing suicide seems more merciful. really, man. in between the movies, we did a little bit of our malay project. it's about time. my eyes feel really heavy now due to the fact that i watched the tv non-stop for long hours? do not do that, kiddos. cos you'll get fucking myopia. then you'll have constant irritating complains that your stupid eyesight is getting worse but the fault lies with freaking you. take that advice from me. from experience (Y)

i need to go. bye.

i thought wrong.

p.s: babes, ask me for the pictures. i'm too lazy to upload them. hehe :D

All I needed was the truth.

2009-07-03T20:50:00.003+08:00

TGIF! because,:

school ended at 12.40pm.
the last day of school for the week.
long weekend ahead.

YES YES YES! (Y) to make me even more thankful for friday, ilaika and i went to the library with the intention of studying with soon eng. but of course. it would only be right if we lose concentration. after which, we had dessert at banquet and then went to cold storage with my parents. haha, awesome time. especially when "the adopted one"(soon eng) kept on emphasising that she loves to eat shit. uncivillised. we bumped into A LOT of our primary school friends. it's been so long.

i bet tomorrow isn't gonna be mundane. i hope Harry Potter marathon goes as planned \m/

just for laughs:
as mentioned, soon eng kept on saying "kau suka makan taik". then she asked,
SE: how do you say, "to you, shit taste very nice"?
I(ilaika): pada kau, taik sedap.
SE: ya.
me: huh?! HAHAHAHAHHAA!!

i don't need this.

have a good night. bye.

Make it or break it.

2009-07-02T16:19:00.004+08:00

okay, i literally spent an hour thinking on how to start this. reason being school has been the same: mundane, tiring and pokemon. yes, i said pokemon. i've been having weird conversations about pokemon with Praveen. good time, though. relived how insanely dumb we were. in a cute way, most definitely. so, i think i'm gonna fail maths for this semester. i don't quite favour the new teacher. but i paid attention during Biology believe it or not. only i know how much i dread it. good job (Y) today's only highlight was Chemistry lesson. hell yeah~ i've been watching AYG and it's seriously lacking of spectators making the game so dead. they've made a wrong move. i should've been the one running the whole AYG. really \m/ HAHA! i think that's really everything. yeah, you've got it. i lead a pathetic life.

just for laughs:
during Chemistry, mdm Arifah asked us what we wanted for our lessons. almost everyone shouted experiments. she then said,

MA: we couldn't do alot of experiments due to the atoms topic. we don't have good microscopes.
H(hariez): go buy ah. we give school money for wht?
MA: the microscopes are expensive.
H: sell your house ah!
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAHAAAAAAA!

done.

why do it?

bye.

p/s: ilaika didn't attend school today! FAKER! HAH! kidding. get well soon, babe (Y)

Someday, the sun will rise.

2009-06-30T16:53:00.004+08:00

i hate school today. maybe because it was a long day. whtever it is, i hate it so. i still prefer yesterday though although i wasn't so hyped up and all happy about school. laughed alot like mad cows. i'm not sure if cows laugh but what the heck. moving along, now. my class had a change in a lot of teachers. i don't like it cos definitely it'll take time to adapt. and the new timetable sucks like crazy. but wht to do? as if we have a choice. after school today, hung out with ilaika, diana and bloody swine(ahmad). what a pig. that's all for today. i feel so dead. plus, my lips are too dry, they're cracking. awful.

this is tough.

bye.

p.s: in case you are wondering, diana was the one who posted for me last night.

2009-06-29T22:24:00.003+08:00

Ali baba mama jamba !

I'm not fina i'm a dummy. Not joking i'm serious! Ok so fina told me to post this ;

i can't freaking touch the freaking laptop cos my freaking dad is being a freaking bitch. And i have to rush through my freaking overdue homework. Oh, first day of sch wasn't as i thought YAY!

Ok done hahahahaha!

I watched you walk away.

2009-06-28T11:15:00.003+08:00

it's 11.27am.

i've cleaned up my book shelf, cleared my file, cleaned my room and bought new school shoes. i feel like the superhero of all superheroes for completing everything in a short time. i deserve an appluase, yes? i had pancakes for breakfast which was forcefully shoved down my throat by my dad. yeah, he fed(tortured) me. brutal. i guess the rest of the day is left for me to rush through my homework. after having a depressing night last night, the idea of doing my homework non-stop seems good all of a sudden. let's keep me occupied (Y) school kicks in tomorrow and that's the last thing i need. i have a hunch that term 3's gonna be hell. nonetheless, i know i can do it(self-motivation works like a charm. sometimes).

i'm okay. i will be.

have a great day ahead. bye.

I never wanted this.

2009-06-27T11:52:00.007+08:00

i have officially started on my homework last night. so much for not bothering. HAHA! anyway, i already got a letter from ICA to make my IC V^^V

i may be going out alone later. i need it. just maybe.

still, take me out.

good day. bye.

Come closer.

2009-06-26T20:18:00.004+08:00

hi there, i almost killed myself today. cos i made friends with Boredom. i would've bashed him up a long time ago. trust me. but i have a heart, thank you very much. and evidently, i'm losing my mind. congratulations. please make my night better or i'd make your life a living hell.

btw, picture above, scares the shit out of me? wicked~

I LOVE YOU! that was sweet of me \m/

bye now.

Talk.To.Me.

2009-06-26T11:12:00.006+08:00

1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? - a few days back. pFFt.
2. Who/what did you dream last night? - i couldn't sleep.
3. Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often? - sometimes.
4. Give a little whistle (whee hoo...) - as if you can hear? wait, you can't right? O.o
5. What are you doing tomorrow? - stay at home like a no lifer? maybe?
6. What is something you've learned/found out about yourself recently? - when i start thinking, i should stop. LOL!
7. Do you like anyone? - as honest as possible, yes.
8. Do you know anyone who is married? - you should shoot yourself dead -.-
9. What's your favorite number? - 11
10. Who was the last person to make you cry? - mum, etc.
11. Are you outgoing? - i think so?
12. When was the last time you cried? - monday night.
13. What is one thing you miss about your past? - er.. OH! I KNW! go figure...
14. What is one thing you've learned about life? - it's too much for me to handle.
15. Are you jealous of anyone? - beside's megan fox, nah. not really.
16. Is anyone jealous of you? - i bet. HAHA!
17. Have you ever used a friend? - O: i doubt so.
18. Do you think anyone likes you? - hah.
19. Who was the last person you drove with? - my dad.
20. What are you looking forward to? - alot.
21. How are you today? - just fine.
22. What are you currently wearing? - tshirt and shorts.
23. Are you currently single? - yah huh.
24. How many things in your past do you regret? - plenty.
25. Do you have a best friend? - absolutely.
26. Have you ever kissed two people in one day? - i can't recall but i'm sure i did.
27. Have you ever been in the emergency room? - worst experience ever, thnk you very much!
28. What's the last movie you watched? - Transformers 2!
29. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change? - every single dumb mistake i made.
30. Have you ever felt like killing somebody? - no. cos i've got a whole list.
31. Do you like your life? - can be better(please).
32. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? - let's not talk about it.
33. What kind of music do you like? - i'm universal \m/
34. Ever have an encounter with the police? - as in came across, yes lah!
35. Do you have more friends that are girls or guys? - not quite sure.
36. How long have you had myspace? - never did. phew.
37. Have you ever fallen asleep with someone of the opposite sex? - no? i think?
38. What's one thing you wish you could be better about? - looking at situations in a positive point of view ._.V
39. Have you ever had feelings for someone who lived in another state? - Singapore has no states, darling.
40. What are some of your biggest fears of your life? - life.
41. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? - yes.
42. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head? - tell me about it.
43. Do you play any instruments? - the harmonica. HAHA! no no.
44. Have you kissed any one on your top list? - i think so.
45. Do you like to sing? - yeah.
46. What's the one thing you hope to accomplish in your life? - alot. really.
47. Are looks important? - it shouldn't be (Y)
48. What are you listening to? - my phone vibrating.
49. What does the 8th text you sent on your mobile say? - none of your concern? so nosy. tsk tsk.
50. Do you believe in love? - most definitely.

y'knw, it's never nice to be waken up with a 43 year old man standing on your feet. literally on it -.- anyway, the most shocking thing ever: Michael Jackson has passed on?! well, it's like dejavu. i remeber there was a time when they said MJ was long gone. but this time it's for real. may you rest in peace, Michael Jackson \m/

take me out.

bye.

Terribly missed.

2009-06-25T22:08:00.004+08:00

i accomplished nothing today. again. i didn't even finish watching The Proposal. it's just another day. another depressing day which i just wish would end soon. and of course. how could a depressing day be complete without boredom? sucks balls, i tell you.

i figured i won't be asleep tonight so anybody, just anybody, please entertain me for the night.

bye.

I dream of your smile all through the day.

2009-06-25T09:36:00.015+08:00

can someone please slap my face? cos i'm still so hyped up after watching Transformers 2: Revenge of The Fallen! it was GREAT! the movie's action-packed and funny. i'm telling you. i think that is the most worthy 2 hours 30 minutes spent throughout the holidays. no joke. plus points: spent only 6 bucks for something so awesome. and omg, Megan Fox?! i love God for creating someone as hot as her! i swear if i was a guy,.... HAHA! i think you know the rest. she is one sexy lady. i felt like making out with her! but no. i kept my cool (Y) hehe. but every pros has its cons. i sat next to these few caucasian dudes. i think they're german or french or something cos they speak a language that i know nothing of. they were noisier than my mum's naggings, please! but thankfully they're hot. hm. lucky chaps. oh, wait. lucky me ^^ so ilaika and i went down to Orchard. we called lydia up to join us for the movie and caught the 5pm show. after which, we hung out awhile. fun all around. the journey back home was even more hilarious. i reached back home at 10.40pm and incredibly, my parents said nothing. YEEHAW! coming back home to no laptop and internet feels like shit so i decided to go to bed which i ended up tossing and turning instead up till 1am. stupid.

ok, pictures below (Y)

failed jumpshot=ending up looking like you're going potty. HAHA!

i'm sure today's gonna be dead boring. NOOOOOOO! and i've decided to ignore the fact that school is drawing near. REAL NEAR V^^

i'm off now. bye.

Not so strong, huh?

2009-06-23T23:03:00.004+08:00

i'm feeling a little bit better now. cos i came back to my senses. i realised where i stand. i realised i was too naive. therefore, i have no one to blame but myself. it's ok. i'll let you off the hook again. i guess it's my fault. go on, now.

i clipped my toe nails and the nail clipper broke. HAHA! i have ironic nails (Y)

goodnight. bye.

Maybe, I screwed up.

2009-06-23T10:04:00.009+08:00

yesterday was the worst thing i could ever ask for. my night was even worse. only God knows what happened(mum, etc.). then, i made a river(go figure). but come to think of it, maybe, just maybe, i screwed up. hmm..

if only i was a cigarrette. how i wish.

bye.

You crack me up.

2009-06-22T15:20:00.000+08:00

i'm lacking of sleep cos i slept at 4 in the morning. i could barely shut my eyes before tht. it seems weird how i don't feel a tiny bit tired when i haven't had enough sleep after work but i'm dead beat now. maybe i was preoccupied or maybe because of the company. nonetheless, i had to wake up to watch ADSS cup in school. what good can they do without my support? HAH! i was late so i can't tell if it was a good game or not. but one thing's for sure. my energy level boost up in a split second with my friends around. miracle, i suppose. i may be meeting La Familia soon despite my heavy eyelids. just have to pray hard that i don't fall asleep while crossing the road. eee.

so long. bye.

The leading man.

2009-06-21T12:37:00.006+08:00

i think today's gonna be a bad day considering how i already screwed up early in the morning. firstly, i totally forgot today was father's day. without feeling any guilt, i called my dad and asked him if it was father's day. yeah, bad move. thanks to his sarcasm, i found out today IS father's day. secondly, i meddled with my blogskin. my hands just can't stay still so i decided to change my blogskin. partly because i wasn't satiisfied with it. unfortunately, the new blogskin screwed up so i had to change back, THEN! all my links went missing. and thirdly, i totally vomitted when i ate nasi lemak with bubble tea.

well, lessons learnt:

always( i mean, ALWAYS) remember father's day.
appreciate what you've got and don't be too meddly(if there is such a word).
never eat nasi lemak with bubble tea. my greatest regret. hands down.

school reopens in a week's time. my book shelf is in a mess, i have yet to buy a new pair of school shoes, my stationeries are missing and most importantly, my assignments are undone. untouched as a matter of fact. don't shake your head or look at me as if i'm some disgusting old pervert. ask anyone around you and i bet only a FEW have done their work. and i bet they're only halfway through. quite a psychic i am. hm.

okok, here's wishing to all fathers,
Happy Father's Day!
guys, try not to be so strict? scares the shit out of us y'knw? and to my dad, act 43 please. love you!

i need to go. have a good day ahead. bye.

p/s: sorry if any or your links went missing. kindly tag me to relink. thank you very much. may God bless you. (Amin!)

I (hearts) me. Not as much as you, though. ^^

2009-06-20T18:34:00.006+08:00

25 random facts about me:

i am a girl(yeehaw!)
i am 15(only. shut up)
i (think) i am tall. hmm.
i have really long fingers.
i have a habit of cracking my knuckles. \m/
i bite my nails when i get nervous.
chocolates+nuts=itchy throat=i hate it.
it's hard for me to cry.(only my family members can make me)
i yawn when i need to cry and my tears start flowing like waterfall.
i whine alot.(yes, irritating)
i LOL. lol! (told you)
i love the smell of the rain.
i can never make decisions.
i love dark chocolate (Y)
i don't favour sweet food.
i eat oreo without the cream.
i fantasise. alot.
i don't let out how i feel.
i cannot sleep without my door being closed.
i kind of "forget" i'm a girl whenever i see hot chicks (crazier than seeing hunks).
i have a habit of biting my lips.
i don't eat breakfast.
i annoy people for the joy of it.
i absolutely HATE egg yolk.
i don't eat peas.

there's definitely more but i was asked for only 25. yes, i've changed my blogskin. and i think the picture under my profile is serious shit funny. HAHA!

bye

Remember how this used to be.

2009-06-20T12:58:00.006+08:00

prediction: i'm gonna rot in hell(a.k.a home) today as my laptop gets taken away by an evil old lady(a.k.a mum). i will try to get myself distracted with the trouble(a.k.a siblings) at home(a.k.a hell). i will then not be bothered anymore cos my head would definitely be on the verge of bursting. i will lie down on the clouds(a.k.a couch) which is suppose to be comfortable but the comfort wears out in time causing me to toss and turn non-stop. i'll sit up straight and miserably start making irritating noises(a.k.a whine). then, i'll impatiently wait for the return of my life(a.k.a laptop) which supposedly would be gone for only awhile as said by the evil old lady(a.k.a liar). but if i'm lucky enough, i'll fall into a deep sleep and only wake up when the rest are going to bed. lovely.

till i get a life. bye.

Hate the game, don't hate the playa'.

2009-06-19T22:19:00.003+08:00

that girl has got no clue on how to cheat on her boyfriend. tsk tsk.

today, i was stranded at home.
today, my laptop went away(yet again).
today, i took really random pictures(which sucks so i've been told. loll.).
today, i whined alot.
today, mdm arifah called me.(honoured like mad cos she still thinks of me during the holidays and she secretly knws my number. stalker much? mmm~ ^^)
today, ......
i don't know what else happened.

goooooooooooooooooooooooodnight. bye.

Let it out.

2009-06-19T09:55:00.002+08:00

Grant my last request,
And just let me hold you.
Don't shrug your shoulders,
Lay down beside me.
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere,
But one last time let's go there,
Lay down beside me

i'm gone. bye.